February 15, 2010
What did I do to deserve this acne?
I've been crying for the past hour.
My acne isn't too bad, but I have a lot of blackheads and whiteheads on my chin. If I could get rid of the zits on just my chin i would be very happy. Even if i still had it on the rest of my face.
Why am i so concerned about the acne on my chin and nowhere else?
ITS RUINING MY LIFE!!
I remember when i used to not even give a single thought about my skin. now, its the only thing i ever think about. I'm terrified to look in the mirror when im at school. when i see other people with nice skin, i think that when people say "OOHH well all teenagers get acne" is a big fat hideous lie because hardly any of my friends have acne.
and the worst part is that i eat well, i take a supplement for my skin, and i even use an expensive skincare line that's guarenteed to work. guess what? i still have acne.
Everyone else eats processed and junk food, dont take any vitamins and hardly drink wter and they still have perfect skin. i just dont understand.
Is God punishing me? i pray to him every night for it to go away. im starting to lose my faith in him. He wont even show me what he's trying to tell me. All i want in life is nice skin. that's all i ask for. but does he give it to me? NO.
my dad has tried to help me because when he sees me cry it makes him upset. so he bought me all kinds of treatments…and none of them worked 
so now i have to deal with the guilt of being the cause of his wasted money.
i cant take it anymore. im so sad. idk why im even posting this. please help me somehow….
Filed under Vitamin Acne Treatment by omercoil
Comments on What did I do to deserve this acne?
I've tried a lot of stuff as well, even accutane–which my dermatologist had me take for about like 3 months-ish. And yeah, my skin dried up and the acne disappeared.Scars are still there though.. But damn, it was really dried up-had to use moisturizer. But I still get an occasional breakout. It just takes time, don't worry about your appearance too much. Yeah, don't worry about God too much. I feel like nowadays, God is a commodity and people try to obtain and justify their desires and wants by asking God for stuff….But yeah, just don't worry about it too much. I know this sounds like a half-assed answer, but I realized that I wasted a lot of time and money worrying about acne. Also, if you do try accutane make sure you talk to your doctor and stuff, cause it has health risks for females. Ultimately, try not to touch your face too often, or pop the pimples…and time will take care of it.
you have to be PATIENT with yourself and God!